Unplanned Journey

Life has never been easy for an individual like me. 

(Since I am given a chance to choose my path, I suppose).

Being someone placed between the late 20s and early 30s to be, I feel the continuous pressure and stress knocking up my life's door. I am being in the state of uncertain. I have no idea why, but today, I think I really need to sit down, grab a pen and a paper to really figure out what I should be doing, now or the coming years. 

Gaining myself a place in real estate related company since i graduated from the university. Nothing seems fancy so far, is just like any other typical 9-5 office hour job, wearing office wear, dealing with documents, facing computer and handing clients. MONDAY BLUE KILLS me every week. 

Is this the life I want? 

They said, 

"working your favorite job is like the best damn thing ever happen,

 you wont feel like working while spending your life"

I cant clarify how true the statement was, STILL. 

Sounds pretty pity here =(

Interest doesn't put food on your table 

( I wrote this down in my notepad, is still there at the little corner in my car)

just a self reminder, i called it.

I does not know what I want in my life still, is a journey with starting point that i am taking, but sadly, I am lot of direction.

Need some alone time to figure out what I really want.

I feel tired with my current situation, I know this statement shouldn't be at my wall. 

I know, I shouldn't have complain my current life when they are more individual out there struggling gaining themselves a job. 

I guess,

 I should like once, 

listen to myself, 

which path should I follow.

Need rest, is gonna be another Wednesday blue for me, although Wednesday is the most favorable day of the week as is MOVIE DAY!!!! At least something to be looking up for, i guess =)

Till then,

Sin Yin